*twirls*
  Jul. 20th, 2011 12:49 pm

hi!  if i've friended you, you probably post some pretty fabulous fiction, amusing anecdotes, or something equally exciting.  if you've friended me, well, welcome to the madhouse, and try not to trip over the alliteration as you come in!

in my experience, the odds aren't really very good that someone's most recent entry will be sufficiently low-drama for people to feel comfortable piping up & introducing themselves there.  this post is intended to help prevent these dilemmas in my own journal: introductions go here, as well as any other non sequiturs.  of course, if you don't share my need for an engraved invitation, please do feel free to speak ex nihilo, ad libitum, et cetera—and to mock me for my latin & lowercase. :D

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*twirls*
  Jun. 15th, 2009 12:40 am
hello dreamwidth, long time no see!

since we last spoke i have visited wellsboro, pa, where my once-and-future roommate lives: among other excitingly rural activities, i got to shoot a rifle!¹ and was totally excellent at it, too. :D

other things making me happy:

my grey-on-grey striped hoodie, from h&m via goodwill ♥ the cuban food rach's boyfriend made for dinner the first night ♥ the email from boy which consisted solely of a link to FML mccoy, hee² ♥ actual white edges on my fingernails, inveterate nailbiter tho i am ♥ the four cups of black, black diner coffee i had this morning ♥ that i managed to find my wayward seahorse earring before we left, & it was right where i thought it would be ♥ people liking my voice! ♥ the prospect of alexander mccall smith's portuguese irregular verbs series to read ♥ pinto fic by [livejournal.com profile] gigantic³ ♥ adam lambert ♥ chelsea hotel no. 2, especially josh ritter's version...

...uh, it's taken me an embarrassingly long time to string even this many words together—tho in my defense, that does include time for dinner & bumming around hype machine &al—so imma sign off. (i know i owe some of you replies to yr comments on my last entry, but i really can't muster up the willpower to catch up on blog stuff and email in the same evening. soon tho, i swear!

& irony of ironies: while i've got negative thoughts enough to balance out the positives, i'm too apathetic to write them up.  maybe in the morning...?)


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¹ not at anything, for the record!
² i mean, we send proper emails all the time, but idk, it just made me really happy that he's loosened up enough to send a dumb one! also that he's aiding & abetting my star trek obsession :)
³ less for the overall vibe, which seems a little blasé to me—people worry more abt relationships than this, i feel!—than for the pull-quotes.  i had so many of those, this footnote was gonna be longer than the paragraph of
♥s, so i picked one at random: "He has an expression in his Rolodex that makes people think he's judging them silently, that they aren't even worth two quarters and pog, but Chris has been around Zach long enough now that he knows that that's also the same face Zach gets when he's trying to figure out if he's worn his hoodie too many days in a row without looking like someone who's unsure about that kind of thing."
hurried
  Feb. 20th, 2009 03:56 pm
super-quick update as my break is abt to end: what is with this weather?  i was all like, yes, i will NOT wear my long, heavy winter coat but instead this ratty old boho chic swede jacket of my dad's—which, btw, not the best plan as my dress is also brown, WHOOPS—and then it got weirdly freezing!  also i was woken up no less than FOUR SEPARATE TIMES this morning by various members of my family, wtf. *scowlyface*

but despite all this i am mysteriously in an okay mood, so whatevs: come to my arms, beamish serotonin!
awake
  Feb. 9th, 2009 03:32 am
okay so i was going to go to bed early, but i think i had a few too many chocolate-covered espresso beans for that. :)

this weekend's been all over the place—saturday i got up & went running, which felt healthy & easy & good; saw the last of one of my very favorite coworkers, which felt less good; and after work had a crazy evening helping my sister pack for her trip to the boonies new jersey the boonies.  then this morning my mom woke me up to make coffee & do dishes, after which i went back to bed; when i got up again, i was pleased to discover that my jeans slid on far more easily than they had a couple of months ago. \o/  so i topped them with this fun quasi-military bdg jacket that i got at urban outfitters on wednesday for cheap, and headed off with the mater to jacques torres for valentine's day treats, and uniqlo for pants i could actually tuck inside my boots, crazy thought!  not that we actually resolved the latter issue, because i am picky and kind of prefer the american apparel version, but it was the first time my mother & i have so much as smiled at one another in months, so i count the excursion a win nonetheless.

and oh god it is now 3:30 am, must sleep.  at least all our saturday night rummaging for ski sweaters got me a third pillow...?
merlin: helplessly amused
  Feb. 7th, 2009 01:01 am
ahahaha this could not be more perfect:

Haiku2 for dolique
making for starbucks
asap with little zombie arms
zomg for a venti
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Created by Grahame
contemplative
  Feb. 3rd, 2009 07:04 pm
so i'm sitting in a random little starbucks like five blocks away from my house, wearing one of the more random ensembles i've put together lately—yellow-orange t-shirt, short-ish grey skirt with pockets, super-cozy black cardigan from salvation army, peacock-blue tights & various items of hipster-esque jewelry—and simon & garfunkel's "bridge over troubled water" starts playing. i don't think i've talked about them much here, but simon & garfunkel & i have a History: they're solidly part of our family music, they were pretty much the only band i listened to in ninth grade (along with, i think, elton john; and what that combination says, i try not to think about too hard), and to this day there's a particular sort of pleasurable melancholy their music never fails to induce in me.

so basically, flist, i am feeling clean & cute & rawther content¹ (*says she in her best eloise voice*), and hopefully you all are as well! spreading the cheer since 1989, that's me. ♥


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¹ and clearly, more than a little alliterative as well! :D
happy
  Dec. 1st, 2008 02:49 pm
met up with [livejournal.com profile] polutrope this yesterday afternoon, which was awesome: we spent a good two hours wandering the holiday market at union square (in the freezing rain, which was less awesome). i bought a couple of sweet scarves (2 for $20!) in a beautiful deep pink & yellow-flecked green; a perfectly palm-sized, inexplicably turquoise cat; and a pair of earrings that have a cascade of pearls below a vaguely nautical hoop—pictures may follow, if i can take some that aren’t total shite.  (i have thus far, you will note, been unsuccessful.)

after that we ducked into barnes & noble to thaw, saved 50% on drinks (eggnog latte for me, peppermint hot chocolate for her) with my employee discount, and talked for a while. (…at this point in the entry, my mom came downstairs and told me to go to bed: a good ten hours later, i’ve gotten a little hazy on the details.)

[livejournal.com profile] polutrope had to leave eventually, to get back to school—MUST BE NICE, ONLY HAVING TO GO FIFTY MILES—so after she’d gone i went back to the bookstore and picked myself out a few things: his majesty’s dragon, by naomi novik; a song for arbonne, by guy gavriel kay;¹ and the mysterious benedict society, by trenton lee stewart (totally a children’s book, not gonna lie, but i have no shame).

then i went home, ate, finished his majesty’s dragon which was more awesome even than i’d been expecting: a sort of military period piece, like something by c.s. forester or patrick o’brian, but with dragons in! and of course i love anything period, so i said “be still, my heart” and settled in to read. clearly i need the next few ASAP.

...and now here it is the next day (december 1, how crazycakes!) and i am going to sign off, go have breakfast & deal with my to-do list. pretty exciting, i know. ;)

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¹ whose fionavar tapestry—the summer tree, the wandering fire & the darkest road—and tigana are four of the most utterly amazing books i have ever read, an alembic of joy and sorrow and legend whose distillation is our dreaming.
something completely pointless
  Nov. 22nd, 2008 12:21 am

today was one of those rare non-cashwrap days that i cherish so. *blissful sigh* also i am reading robertson davies’ cornish trilogy (the rebel angels, what’s bred in the bone & the lyre of orpheus, which my edition has combined into one volume). it is entirely fabulous, & i cannot believe i didn’t discover it sooner.

and with my legs stretched out in front of me like this, it occurs to me to note that my leg hair has reached ridiculous lengths. what, it’s winter & i wear pants all the time, no one sees it! i should probably shave at some point, but i’m sort of enjoying biting my thumb at beauty a little. also i’m wearing purple fuzzy socks, which are pretty rockin’—my sartorial splendor, let me show you it.

(…not.)

in closing, let me recommend weber’s trio for flute, piano & cello in g minor, op. 63. my sister learned it last summer for the chamber music program she attended, and it’s an utterly gorgeous piece: perhaps more fascinating to me than it would be otherwise, having heard her part alone & then combined, but then music worth its salt¹ is always better on a second (or third, or thirtieth) hearing.

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¹not, i know, a felicitous expression in this context. do forgive me.

tired but content
  Oct. 16th, 2008 12:51 am
if I posted abt LJ on Facebook, my status would be "had to go back to skip=280 on her friendslist"; I don't, though, so I'm marking the occasion here. come to my arms, my beamish internet!

it has been... an ungodly amt of time since my last confession post, & I actually refuse to check how much. recent happenings include my becoming an employee of that big bookstore chain, you know the one I mean. life in retail is still interesting, in the way of novelties, if not particularly intellectual; my co-workers are the nicest, friendliest bunch imaginable, and as a wee fish who is clearly out of water, I am to a certain extent the store pet. my place of employment is also the smallest location in the city, without children's books, CDs, or a cafe, which makes it a lovely, laid-back place to be most of the time. ironically, being stuck behind the registers while on duty, I am woefully behind on New Books: I had a bit of a browse after I got off work today yesterday, and was saddened, if excited, to realize the number of appealing & untouched volumes on the shelves. I will have to go around again, with something to note them down in!

recent reading includes Hugh Walpole's Judith Paris (the second in a series of which I have not read the first book, but Walpole's "prefatory letter" says that "the story... may be followed without any knowledge of her father or curiosity as to her descendants," & I can attest to the truth of that statement). also two naval novels, an O'Brian (The Ionian Mission, which was excellent) and a Forester (Admiral Hornblower in the West Indies, which was less so: I still stand whole-heartedly by the earlier books, but a sailing book without any actual sailing in is just Not On). oh, and ALSO Maisie Dobbs, which I have been eyeing longingly ever since I spotted it this summer, at the Yellow Umbrella in Chatham: post-war English detection, by an appealing, intelligent heroine?  I am passing it around to everyone I can think of; my father has it first, then probably my sister (on grounds of proximity), then it shall be yours, [livejournal.com profile] polutrope!  and you do want it, I promise.

but enough of this for now: bedward I hie myself.  (sleep, why dost thou leave me?  &c, &c.)

[yoda] talked like a fruitcake
  May. 17th, 2008 03:43 pm
Okay, so clearly I know that capitalization is cliche and grammar is going that way too, but can we just get a few things straight?

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AMOUNT of cereal, NUMBER of bowls of cereal: if it comes in separate, countable units, use number. Otherwise, yes, fine, you can use amount.

Along the same lines, my friend Abby drinks LESS coffee than I do, but I have FEWER cats than she does, or NOT AS MANY if I want to avoid the issue. But again, if it's countable—you may not actually be able to find all your cats at one time, but in theory, at least, you can count them!—use fewer.

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Also, if I'm resting, I'm going to LIE down, not lay: if my nap already happened, I either LAY down or HAVE LAIN down. Jane laid down is wrong; I just saw it in an otherwise lovely story, which is actually my reason for compiling this post.

If I'm fibbing, on the other hand, it's LIE => LIED => HAVE LIED, and if I'm putting something down, I can LAY it down. That, in the past, is correctly conjugated LAID, and in present perfect HAVE LAID.

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There are infinitely many of these, so I'll just leave you with one that's near and dear to my heart. (I like to translate fero as "bear" rather than "carry," so I really know how to conjugate bear!)

If you have sex, you're probably going to BARE yourself to the other person involved. This is fairly standard; if you've already done it, you BARED yourself or—I'm not-so-secretly fond of present perfect, all right?—HAVE BARED yourself.

If you then get pregnant, and don't abort, you'll BEAR a child, which will then be BORN, and if you need to take it somewhere, you'll also—unless you get a stroller—BEAR it; you'll also probably have to BEAR some less-than-charming behavior, like crying. If you've already been pregnant, or put up with annoyances, or carried anything, you BORE it, or—careful here!—HAVE BORNE it.

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Okay, enough! But, uh, I hope that was helpful, and if you have any grammatical questions that aren't answered in here—which is entirely possible, as I limited myself to three of my main gripes—feel free to ask them, either here or in a later post, though I hate to jinx myself by mentioning one!
cheerful
  Apr. 23rd, 2008 01:38 pm
am in the dining hall: the coffee leaves something to be desired, but ice, milk & a little splenda have done wonders, although it still pales besides the starbucks version from this morning.

cantabrigian weather continues to be bizarrely, ridiculously glorious; having gotten used to rowing in the freezing cold & all varieties of precipitation, i'm unjustifiably overheated these days (wearing nothing but shorts & a tank top, mind you), but i suppose i can't complain.

i had a test in linguistics this morning—[livejournal.com profile] polutrope, you've already heard this story—during which i was startled to hear the familiar strains of edith piaf's "hymne à l'amour" drifting through the wall!  it was remarkably cheering, if a bit distracting, and i think i did reasonably well (*knocks on wood*).

as i'm meant to be meeting R behind widener at this very moment, but am at least twenty minutes away from doing so, i will sign off. 

&springtime;</lj>
talked like a fruitcake [yoda]
  Apr. 22nd, 2008 04:39 pm
ugh it is so hot, dudes.  wtf.

on the bright side, lab today for my dinosaurs class consisted of going to the natural history museum.  they had stuffed things -- which is Frowned Upon nowadays, i know, but was nevertheless super-fun -- including a little deer with fangs!  yeah, that's right, i said FANGS. :D

and then i went to the gift shop and contemplated buying you a small wooden animal, liss, but they were ten bucks and that is two whole coffees, maybe even three!  also they had windup toys, and earrings, and... really the problem was that i couldn't decide, so i didn't get anything.  i need to meditate further!

i am going to nap some, i think, and then transfer this operation to starbucks; i have a test tomorrow, a backlog of response papers, and an 8-pager due next week, and they have an iced venti sweetened cafe con leche with my name on it.  (ahaha my summer drink order is way too long, but whatcha gonna do?)

i meant to go running, but i don't think that's in the cards for this afternoon; considering that we did crazy-exhausting race pieces this morning against the lightweights, though, i don't actually feel that bad about it.

*turns pillow to the cool side*
*twirls*
  Apr. 20th, 2008 03:19 pm
ugh so this is the third of three lovely days here in cambridge, and i am so totally in summer mode i can't even tell you.  i am making for starbucks asap—with little zombie arms, zomg!—for a venti iced sweetened cafe con leche, which takes a ridiculously long time both to type and to say but warms—or maybe cools, haha—the cockles of my caffeine-addict's heart.

we had two races yesterday, the first in a four, which we lost due to a series of unfortunate events (tm), and the second in an eight, which we lost due to the enormous gap between the top four rowers in our boat and the bottom four.  not coincidentally, lassitude and vague headache are the name of the game today, although they are not doing much to stop my relentless cheerfulness.

i'm going to go get my iced coffee and donut holes, i think, and do some work. <3 to you all! 
meta
  Mar. 29th, 2008 01:42 pm
in the last twelve hours i have eaten an entire bag of kettlecorn and almost an entire box of pop'ems; i wrote "pox of pop'ems" to begin with, which seemed appropriate. dining halls, reopen! for i am lost without you. in my defense, i have had practice twice a day all week—three times on monday and wednesday—but i'm not sure that cancels out the spiritual sloth, although it may the physical.

i have also been reading poems like a woman possessed, or perhaps like a poet, and sang more yesterday than i have in months. artistic thirst must eventually be slaked, i am realizing; it would perhaps be healthier to incorporate art into my life in some consistent fashion, rather than binging thus. but i am rather enjoying the binge.

i'm meant to be catching up on work—or really, i suppose, to have caught up already—but after a week of effort without result, i'm feeling particularly impotent, and cry with Hopkins in words that fit the season and my mood:
See, banks and brakes
Now leavèd how thick! lacèd they are again
With fretty chervil, look, and fresh wind shakes
Them; birds build—but not I build; no, but strain,
Time's eunuch, and not breed one work that wakes.
Mine, O thou lord of life, send my roots rain.
not that cambridge didn't see enough rain yesterday to last me, at least, a while—poetry colliding with reality as it often does, and coming away bruised. but bruising, at least, is a sign of life, and i (ironically) have not had much intellectual life this year, so i embrace the bruises. by which i mean that i have pasted my door with poem fragments—returning roommates will be startled, i am sure!—and written a few of my own:

failing my obligations, endlessly,
a surrendering with the sweetness
of rotting things, roiling in the belly,
the illness building upon illness then
to the square construction of a poem
in my spare hours, carved from sleep
as a gourd is hollowed, the wet seeds
scooped and flung aside, and it is I
who push the spoon inevitably into
my own soft stomach where its lead round
nestles, negligently cradling my breath

but despite the drama, i am truly enjoying the springtime—"the only pretty ring time"—and hope that you all are as well.
eyelashes
  Mar. 13th, 2008 11:55 pm
roommate’s brother j. here, to stay for the next three days, i believe.  this slightly awkward, as always when people one tends to monopolize are otherwise occupied, and made more so by brother’s attractiveness.  why, oh why, do i have such a thing for boys who are both skinnier and more feminine than me?  i do not mean, mind you, to suggest that i have any significant hang-ups about my body, since crew is probably the best fitness plan ever invented.  just that, factually, i am broad-shouldered, heavily muscled, and small-breasted, and j. is svelte, long-lashed, etc.  if i ever marry someone of the type i find physically attractive, our wedding photos will be the cause of much (deserved) hilarity.

am in abp, attempting to do work.  sadly, i forgot to use the bathroom before i left the dorm, over an hour ago, and i needed to rather badly even at that point.  thus i have been sitting here wiggling sadly to myself: i don’t particularly want to leave my laptop unattended, and to call the bathroom here sketchy would be a gross understatement.  in other woes, i am losing power rapidly (oh, apple batteries, why are you so quick to lose capacity? though this may be my own fault, for leaving the comp plugged in 24/7.) and the table which has access to abp’s sole outlet is currently (ha) occupied by a pair of argumentative old men.

i should really either do some work or head back to the dorm to sleep, so i can get up; lj has no place in either of these plans.  because of this, and the not insignificant fact that i have run out of things to say, i will sign off.

happy friday!

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eta: work accomplished.

\o/
*twirls*
  Feb. 8th, 2008 11:55 pm
i never really know what to post about anymore.  clothes, maybe?  clothes.

so this story starts with crew, as everything does these days: as a follow-up to the days and days of torrential rain we've been having, it snowed today.  cory, fearless leader, decided we would row anyway.  not, admittedly, that i really object to this: rowing > erging by a factor of about eight zillion.  but it was cold, enough that i finally sucked it up and went to buy some more under armour. 

the haul is as follows:
a fleece hat, in cotton-candy pink. what can i say, my ears were cold.
three pairs of socks, two mysteriously aloe-infused (idk either, okay) & one tall and fleecy, with bright-colored polka dots.
short spandex—all the better to erg in!  eta mmix.ii.iii and to hold stockings up!
a sports bra & matching underwear—and when i say matching, i mean they're both tan.  unexciting, i know, but on the bright side there won't be any awkward "check out the random stripe showing thru yr shirt... that's actually your bra" moments.  not to mention that my spotted socks bring all the boys to the yard anyway, so i scorn the aid of lingerie. :D
two sleeveless tops, also for erging: one pale-pink to match my hat (color-coordination, i have mastered it) & one black.  this last is even tighter than your normal crew apparel, but was on sale—at least it'll layer well?
and last but not in any way least, my under armour to-go-on-the-outside: it is royal blue, dashingly accented (as sportswear often is) with a paler blue, and has EMO SLEEVES!  that come down to my knuckles and have holes for my thumbs!  (not that i can row like that, but i can carry boats like that and put away iced-over oars like that and do many other fabulous things like that.  among which is sitting around my room feeling really cool.)
and, you know, feel free to skip this post, because i do realize that the union of the set interested in fashion & the set interested in crew is a small one. :D

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oh! and i'm taking linguistics, so yay for that—there are many sources of squee in my life at present, as the semester has not yet come crashing down on me.  just you wait.
good coffee [hmd]
  Jan. 16th, 2008 08:40 pm
selected text messages sent by me over reading period, with a focus on food & fashion


went running this am &
saw homeless dude
wearing same coat as
me... i like to think of it as
hobo chic! xoxo

To: Cait
Sent: Jan 7, 11:29 am

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ahaha chest constricting,
can't eat

To: Rachel
Sent: Jan 7, 1:03 pm

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haha 6 packs of ramen
eaten this week, 4 to go

To: Cait
Sent: Jan 9, 12:35 pm

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DON'T DO IT

To: [profile] elissa_elicopis 
Sent: Jan 12, 10:09 am

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OMG PANCAKES WITH
BANANA COMPOTE
*BLISS*

To: [profile] elissa_elicopis 
Sent: Jan 13, 12:31 pm

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also: gumbo A-, sundaes
A+

To: Daddy
Sent: Jan 13, 7:05 pm

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sounds good- me & the
hobos are waiting!

To: Rachel
Sent: Jan 14, 11:40 pm
jesse "joy" spencer
  Jan. 13th, 2008 06:16 pm
haha yes!  paper apparently due tomorrow, not today.  

*takes evening off*
mutinous [hugh]
  Jan. 11th, 2008 08:04 pm
UGH i hate writing essays. six pages in four hours—can i do it?

in other news, possible restaurant outing sunday night. & sweeney todd on monday.  i just have to make it through this weekend, first.

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